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I haven't been feeling so good the last few days or so--mostly in the head area. I know part of it probably has to do with the fact that finals are fast approaching (even though I'm not very worried about any of them) and I've been freezing almost constantly for the last few days. It finally got cold here in a serious way and I seem to be feeling it more than I have other winters. I don't know if it's because of where I'm living, or because I've lost some weight, but it really sucks.

I broke my damn iPod on the way to my psychiatrist appiontment this afternoon. It really pisses me off, since bad shit always seems to happen around or because of these monthly appointments, which tends to make me more depressed than ever. This is not the point of psychiatry, I think.
I was already in a pretty bad mood, so I nearly yelled at the guy when he called me 'dear'. I wanted to ask him, "Do you call your male patients dear?" It just made me so angry that because I'm a girl it makes him think it's alright to use pet names on me.
This is probably illogical, and not a good reason to get mad. I need lots more therapy.

Basically, I feel pretty hopeless about the future and things.